Just when u badly wish for 2011 to come, you realised you're missing 2010 now....humans, really a bunch of complex being, ppl said that an average human uses only 30% of his/her brain for the entire life, well i guess thats more than enough for my head to be cramped with all that deep thinking.
Yet another year come and go and now we're in 2011....if according to the prediction of doomsday at 2012, it will be well enough for me to treat this as the golden year and for that reason it is the time where new beginnings and options to be explore before my hair gets all pepper and salt (or before the world ends)
To sum up evrything that happened in 2010, it was really not a good year for me......well clear enough of what are they and clear enough to know what had to be expected in the coming year ahead......for the least.
Again, i have been thinking too much as i usually do all the time, something which i had tried to change but though, when you find that being yourself is actually the best part that could ever be, as everyone is born special in their own ways.
What do i really felt now at this moment? To be honest i felt lost......directions, focus, goals, ambitions, resolutions yes i have all of them but the vulnerability is always there....i guess it is just a safe mechanism to protect myself mentally.
But from all the pain and struggles that went thru in 2010, the most important thing i've learnt is a person cannot live in the past and there is no reason for that either. Karl Lagerfeld once said "If you want respect for your past, it means that you have a problem with your present and even more with your future".
And while lingering at the edge of 2010, allow me to be emo for one last time with this great number accompany with some alcohol and a puff.....
Wonderful moments comes with unforgettable memories and valuable experiences comes with great comings.
I'm ready 2011, it will be good i'm sure of it.......
Sunday, January 2, 2011
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