If.....

All these times, it seems like I have just been lying to myself......been trying to make myself busy, getting involved in activities, taking up courses and hanging out often with friends, they are just an act to deceive myself.......if only i can leave this place.....

Just when you thought you could have let go, you realized that you never actually did at all......

Seeing the smile on her face was the happiest thing which I haven seen for a while.......at that moment, how i wish time could stop, how i wish i could hold her in my arms.......if i could just see her more often, so much to tell her, so much to do together........No words can describe how much I miss her

But it doesnt make any difference now, I know there is nothin can be done, it is never the same if you dont feel it too like the way i feel.....

Even at this point, i still wait and hope for the slightest chance.......all i can do is hope and wait

The truth is, I never stop crossing my heart......