it makes me cry......
but it defnitely brought a smile and warmth to my heart :)
Go Cheer!!!
Thursday, December 2, 2010
因为她是陳綺貞
and then I remember when she sang this that day, it was beautiful........
it makes me cry......
but it defnitely brought a smile and warmth to my heart :)
Go Cheer!!!
it makes me cry......
but it defnitely brought a smile and warmth to my heart :)
Go Cheer!!!
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
There's nothin right or wrong........
It was a week of events which I will never forget for the rest of my life.........
When it went out of control, I couldnt remember what was happening, it feels like a roller coaster ride and when it ends, i realised my car was lying on its side, it got tumble down.......first thing I know i gotta get out of it, i'm glad i was conscious, a passerby came and help to pull me out.......everything just happens too fast, my mind was blank, for the first time I was really scare and panic, my first thought was to call him...............Dorothy and her dad came after they got my call and rush me to the nearest medical centre as there were blood all over my right arm but lucky those are very superficial cuts........and then again i see my car gettin towed away, i didnt even have the courage to take a good last look at it. It was few days of trauma with nightmares and recollection of the moment when it happen.....I couldnt sleep well, I felt vulnerable and helpless.........but I'm truly grateful that I'm still alive as the accident could have really gone worst, it will always be a lesson to remember.
When children grew up, someday they will leave their parents, that is a saying which i've heard from small but yesterday what i've seen is a mother who couldn't bear to see her son leave her after staying together for more than 50 years. It was disheartening to see Dad breaking the news about moving out to a new house to Gran, she was calm at first but I can see from her eyes that she is holding it back.........she finally breakdown and i followed her to her room, I dont know what to say to her.......for some reason I was angry with Mum and Dad but then I respect their decision as they are my parents. Gran was holding my hands so tightly and I can see her suffering inside yet all I could do is ask her not to be sad as we are still here........I know i told a lie, somehow it is never the same after getting used to stay under the same roof for more than 50 yrs with uncle, auntie and cousins, all she ever wanted is a big happy family together......
I hated this feeling, i hate goodbyes, i hated when people leave, I hate to see my Gran so sad.........I truly understand how she felt and then I remember the day when you leave, u told me u're still here but i know it will never be the same anymore. Everyday i hope that the door might open and you came in tellin me you're home and I see the weary face on you after work but you always gives me back a smile which lightens up my day.........i'm still as foolish it seems.
Before I leave for KL, Gran was telling me our room will remain as the way it was so that we can come back whenever we wanted or visit her.....tears flow down from her eyes.
From then on, i promised myself that I must try my best not to break people's heart by leaving them.......
When problems come, they come altogether, i hope i can overcome all these, it just seems nothing good happens and its getting worst, gotta be more optimistic about the things that will come and I seriously hope this year ends as soon as it can. I know it will be a good 2011 ahead for me.........I sincerely wish for it.
Everything happens for a reason......
When it went out of control, I couldnt remember what was happening, it feels like a roller coaster ride and when it ends, i realised my car was lying on its side, it got tumble down.......first thing I know i gotta get out of it, i'm glad i was conscious, a passerby came and help to pull me out.......everything just happens too fast, my mind was blank, for the first time I was really scare and panic, my first thought was to call him...............Dorothy and her dad came after they got my call and rush me to the nearest medical centre as there were blood all over my right arm but lucky those are very superficial cuts........and then again i see my car gettin towed away, i didnt even have the courage to take a good last look at it. It was few days of trauma with nightmares and recollection of the moment when it happen.....I couldnt sleep well, I felt vulnerable and helpless.........but I'm truly grateful that I'm still alive as the accident could have really gone worst, it will always be a lesson to remember.
When children grew up, someday they will leave their parents, that is a saying which i've heard from small but yesterday what i've seen is a mother who couldn't bear to see her son leave her after staying together for more than 50 years. It was disheartening to see Dad breaking the news about moving out to a new house to Gran, she was calm at first but I can see from her eyes that she is holding it back.........she finally breakdown and i followed her to her room, I dont know what to say to her.......for some reason I was angry with Mum and Dad but then I respect their decision as they are my parents. Gran was holding my hands so tightly and I can see her suffering inside yet all I could do is ask her not to be sad as we are still here........I know i told a lie, somehow it is never the same after getting used to stay under the same roof for more than 50 yrs with uncle, auntie and cousins, all she ever wanted is a big happy family together......
I hated this feeling, i hate goodbyes, i hated when people leave, I hate to see my Gran so sad.........I truly understand how she felt and then I remember the day when you leave, u told me u're still here but i know it will never be the same anymore. Everyday i hope that the door might open and you came in tellin me you're home and I see the weary face on you after work but you always gives me back a smile which lightens up my day.........i'm still as foolish it seems.
Before I leave for KL, Gran was telling me our room will remain as the way it was so that we can come back whenever we wanted or visit her.....tears flow down from her eyes.
From then on, i promised myself that I must try my best not to break people's heart by leaving them.......
When problems come, they come altogether, i hope i can overcome all these, it just seems nothing good happens and its getting worst, gotta be more optimistic about the things that will come and I seriously hope this year ends as soon as it can. I know it will be a good 2011 ahead for me.........I sincerely wish for it.
Everything happens for a reason......
Monday, August 30, 2010
If.....
All these times, it seems like I have just been lying to myself......been trying to make myself busy, getting involved in activities, taking up courses and hanging out often with friends, they are just an act to deceive myself.......if only i can leave this place.....
Just when you thought you could have let go, you realized that you never actually did at all......
Seeing the smile on her face was the happiest thing which I haven seen for a while.......at that moment, how i wish time could stop, how i wish i could hold her in my arms.......if i could just see her more often, so much to tell her, so much to do together........No words can describe how much I miss her
But it doesnt make any difference now, I know there is nothin can be done, it is never the same if you dont feel it too like the way i feel.....
Even at this point, i still wait and hope for the slightest chance.......all i can do is hope and wait
The truth is, I never stop crossing my heart......
Just when you thought you could have let go, you realized that you never actually did at all......
Seeing the smile on her face was the happiest thing which I haven seen for a while.......at that moment, how i wish time could stop, how i wish i could hold her in my arms.......if i could just see her more often, so much to tell her, so much to do together........No words can describe how much I miss her
But it doesnt make any difference now, I know there is nothin can be done, it is never the same if you dont feel it too like the way i feel.....
Even at this point, i still wait and hope for the slightest chance.......all i can do is hope and wait
The truth is, I never stop crossing my heart......
Thursday, June 24, 2010
What is the meaning of happiness?
Well, its been so long since the last time i write somethin here. Life just goes on as usual, nothing special, nothin particular, nothin much, nothin extraordinary........
Time juz passes so fast without even u realising it, even when u do, u found that so many things that u wanted to do were never fulfilled. In another 2 months i'll be adding another digit to my age and in another 5 yrs I'll be hitting the 30s, juz scares me sometimes. Lots have been goin on my mind; future prospect, new allocation, life upgrades, getting rich....seemingly neverending, nevertheless i hope to achieve them by 30. By the end of the year though, its time for some serious decision making, its about time to change a new working environment, a direction which is closer to what I believe are my interests and that i will be happy doin it (of course it must pay well haha).
Is that the source of happiness i ask myself? Its been a tough 5 months but its goin quite well, thanx to my great buddies Don Vicious and Mrs L, i've been giving u ppl nothin but my woes and troubles but thanx again for being there while going thru this phase. There used to be something which i so look forward seeing evryday, it juz cheers me up to have it by my side, to be there for you when u need it, to share your joy and sorrow......but now that's just missing, living each day juz to get it over, sometimes i wonder what am i realli doing with my life and what do i expect out of it.......
Really such a long time I haven been happy anymore, well now i dunno what happy means or feels, well of course there are great moments that i enjoy with friends, families and colleagues but at the end of the day, inside i'm juz a sad man...........i tink i shud stop being emo out of nowhere now, anyhow i believe one day i will find that happiness, really need to move on with life, I thought i'm ready but things just dwell longer than I expected.........
I shall end this post with a song that have such strong feelings and emotions in it, Fish performed it beautifully........
仿佛上一分钟 你还陪在我左右 还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空 却模糊了我们的脸孔 哼过的歌到底是什么内容
仿佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风 吹过你的领空 差点失控
回忆在夜里闹得很凶 我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷
我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟 在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实得过了头 不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动 能记得多久
Time juz passes so fast without even u realising it, even when u do, u found that so many things that u wanted to do were never fulfilled. In another 2 months i'll be adding another digit to my age and in another 5 yrs I'll be hitting the 30s, juz scares me sometimes. Lots have been goin on my mind; future prospect, new allocation, life upgrades, getting rich....seemingly neverending, nevertheless i hope to achieve them by 30. By the end of the year though, its time for some serious decision making, its about time to change a new working environment, a direction which is closer to what I believe are my interests and that i will be happy doin it (of course it must pay well haha).
Is that the source of happiness i ask myself? Its been a tough 5 months but its goin quite well, thanx to my great buddies Don Vicious and Mrs L, i've been giving u ppl nothin but my woes and troubles but thanx again for being there while going thru this phase. There used to be something which i so look forward seeing evryday, it juz cheers me up to have it by my side, to be there for you when u need it, to share your joy and sorrow......but now that's just missing, living each day juz to get it over, sometimes i wonder what am i realli doing with my life and what do i expect out of it.......
Really such a long time I haven been happy anymore, well now i dunno what happy means or feels, well of course there are great moments that i enjoy with friends, families and colleagues but at the end of the day, inside i'm juz a sad man...........i tink i shud stop being emo out of nowhere now, anyhow i believe one day i will find that happiness, really need to move on with life, I thought i'm ready but things just dwell longer than I expected.........
I shall end this post with a song that have such strong feelings and emotions in it, Fish performed it beautifully........
仿佛上一分钟 你还陪在我左右 还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空 却模糊了我们的脸孔 哼过的歌到底是什么内容
仿佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风 吹过你的领空 差点失控
回忆在夜里闹得很凶 我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷
我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟 在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实得过了头 不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动 能记得多久
Monday, January 18, 2010
Music Calms The Heart
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"Like A Star"
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hand,
Oh...
Your love,
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
Been feeling Corinne Bailey Rae lately..........anyway check out her new album The Sea, great first single titled "I'd Do It All Again", good to see she's back.
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